Showing posts with label Procrastination. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Procrastination. Show all posts

Monday, February 2, 2009

I'm Addicted

I'm an addict to absolutely useless things . . . utterly useless, and utterly addicted. 

Facebook, Blogger, Twitter, Drudge... I'll click between them for an hour even if nothing has changed just to see if something has changed. I'll get on AIM or iChat or whatever and I'll stay on and never have a conversation with anyone for a 2 months. I'll sit in my car and miss the first 10 minutes of class because I'm listening to talk radio and I want to hear the next point. I piddle, going from one useless thing to the next, never doing what needs to be done, all while deadlines grow closer and the ability to complete necessary tasks becomes less and less likely. 

This right here is a good example. Delaying the inevitable. It's a terrible way to keep on living. I know it's bad, it's self-destructive, it's stupid. Yet I continue. I think that makes me weak. Probably. 

The pills will kill the pain... excedrin. Freakin headache. I have about 8 hours worth of homework due tomorrow evening, along with another 2 due in the morning. Tonight I have zero hours (other than the time I'm wasting now) to do those things. Tomorrow I'll have about 4 hours free (relatively). It seems I've waited too long!!

Now, I believe I'll dive into another valentines colored peanut m&m (the best kind) before grabbing an excedrin, a glass of water, and doing last minute prep for the small group tonight.

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Antisocial . . . a wee bit

I hate these moods. So stupid. Mopey for no reason other than to be mopey. Hah. Annoying. About 10-15 people are over here right now watching the Super Bowl, and I just have ZERO desire to be in there. None at all. I'm watching it in here on the computer. I'm just feeling... yeah... I don't know? Weird. 

Doesn't help that I have a lot of stuff I need to get done that I haven't gotten done. Just now finished Bible Study prep for tomorrow, and I don't feel good about it. Haven't been sure what to do it on all week. I also have about 6-8 hours worth of Statistical Quality Control homework that I've been putting off for almost 2 weeks, due on Tuesday, but I don't have any time to do it anymore because I waited too long. Bah. 

It's hit the time of year where I'm less and less excited about anything going on and more and more ready to just relax and do absolutely nothing. And I haven't even hit my first test. Those are next week, thank goodness not this week. 

Bah again.