Having said that, most of it is a problem of motivation. I worry that I have a lot to do so I don't do any of it. Does that make sense? Logically, no, it makes absolutely zero sense. But psychologically it somehow works that way for me. When I have absolutely nothing to do I usually want to do something big. When I have a dozen things that are very important that all need to be done at once, I don't want to do anything at all. It sucks.
Earlier today I finally got up motivation to go do homework and study for my test on Tuesday. I went to tech hall only to have my motivation shot down and killed by the system, or "the man." All the labs were locked for spring break except for one and that printer didn't work. Seriously? I'm given stuff I need to do over spring break but am not given the ability to do it. Sure, I could still do it, but it would involve me going much further out of my way than I was planning on going, thus killing the little bit of motivation I had to begin with. Note to "the man" : If you want me to do something, it's hard enough for me to get up the motivation to do it, so you damn well better not start throwing roadblocks in my face once I get motivated.
But tomorrow is the start of something new. I've spent all of today doing absolutely NOTHING useful [editor's note: not entirely true, but we'll go with it]. So tomorrow? I'm going to wake up and be useful. I'm going to start doing what I've needed to BE doing. Hopefully. Please. I need to, haha. So that gives me about 2 hours left of being ridiculously lazy.
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Finally, here are some pictures from an amazing spring break trip at the beach near Clearwater:
On the drive down, I definitely hit 100,000 miles. And it was good.
Cool sunset shot
I only kind of think beer is merely "okay." If that even. But man, on this day, it was amazing.
Just a shot I liked... good colors.
Busch Gardens... 90 degrees down going 75mph = AMAZING FUN
and finally....
I give you...
[drum roll]
A MONKEY
